Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in hesaidhate's LiveJournal:

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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
1:10 am	new - - - - - - ----- --- -- - -- - going_it_alone.livejournal.com
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
6:26 pm	Be happy, please. If you only knew what I would give to put a smile on your face. Current Music: damienrice[cannonball]
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
6:35 am	a poet once said 'the worlds gonna end anyway.... we should all just be happy with what we have' you thought you knew me, but you have no fucking clue. Alot Like Love is my favorite movie. Pretty Persuasion was my favorite for a week. Wicker Park was my favorite movie for months. Before that it was Fight Club. A Walk To Remember before Fight Club. Boondock Saints before AWTR. Garden State before the saints.. fag? No I just watch good movies. I am the guy who smells good. You probably hear alot of shit about me.. but I've changed since then, get to know me because we all know talk is cheap. My favorite bands are Animosity/Spill Canvas/Acceptance/Warriors/RASCO My favorite songs are Fake Blood/The Tide/Different/Scene Celebrity/VEIWTOKILL I also bought the Justine Timberlake CD. I also listen to K-BUL And Youth Groups cover of Forever Young beats anything. Figure me out yet? insomnia paranoia hate I play video games too, Final Fantasy and Soul Caluber. For hours, and hours, and hours. and then a few more hours. I wear the same two pairs of pants every day[and never wash them] if i'm anything interesting.. then talk to me? If you die at 17, does that mean your 17 forever? forever young, I really do want to be FOREVER YOUNG Current Mood: 3daysSTRAIGHT Current Music: guess?
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
12:35 pm	I have a new found love of my LJ. I write in it every day that I have a computer, and usually it's two entries a day. I think I'm replacing some of the ways I used to deal with pain such as anger and spite, with this. Writing something down DOES make me feel better, it's my form of self expression. I'm not very good at anything, not that I'm bad, I'm just not acceptionally better than average, but here.. here I can actually do something worth doing, write something worth reading(sometimes) and deal with things all at the same time. I'm not brushing it off. I'm putting it in out of my mind and into a book. Current Mood: onmyfeet Current Music: tobykeith
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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
6:31 am	neverwalktheline The only thing that separates a boyfriend/girlfriend is physicall, and an idea of owner ship. I mean there is that certain attraction and emotional bond that you have twards them that is different from your friends, but the only thing that seperates a really good friend from your boyfriend/girlfriend is that physical bond. Kissing, holding hands, all of that gives us such a rush and I don't understand why.. I don't mind it I'd just like to know WHY things are so complicated, where love came from and why do we experience it.. is it primal and we just have the instinct to search out and bond with another human being.. or am just stupid and missing something important. errt Current Music: animosity
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
10:16 pm	ayearinadayREPOST ...and you walked away. i screamed your name as you walked away, but you never heard my words. i watched you until you disappeared over the horizon and the sun set behind your back. even then i dreamt of you. i dreamt of passionate kisses, longing eyes. i dreamt of a fullness that i felt with you...and i was awakened by this emptiness that i feel now. as shadows converged, i began to search the night. looking/pushing/feeling for something to fill this void...and i found nothing but burning memories of you. still a light that shown so blindingly in the darkness. these memories that i live for eat away at me inside...and for a moment, i thought i heard your voice...i followed the sound back to our garden, you stood so beautifully among the roses, i held out my hand and you walked away. i already put this up once, but it's pretty much the best song ever.. www.myspace.com/lovehopeandfear Current Mood: smilebecauseican Current Music: LHF
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Friday, August 5th, 2005
6:30 am	to many stupid entries We sit here late at night writing live journal entries. Complaing about our lives and things that simply don't need to be complained about. We bleed our hearts out to our e buddies and our myspace friends thinking that someones going to care.. but no one really does. See how many comments you get when you write about your boyfriend breaking up with you and you need a helping hand. See how many veiws you get when you write about your dad drinking again.. I do this for me.. not for you Current Mood: lovaahhh Current Music: NFG. duhh
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Saturday, July 30th, 2005
11:56 pm	kill me fuck posative kill emo kids Current Mood: suckaaaa Current Music: george straight
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Monday, July 25th, 2005
3:46 pm	over anyalyze everything. make things that don't matter the focus of your life. care about things that simply don't matter. think to hard about people who don't care about you anyways. love someone who will never love you back. take care of something that means nothing to anyone.. not even you. then loose everything you cared so much about. scratch that. all of that. save yourself fuck this shit up.. Current Mood: fucker Current Music: Overcome
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Sunday, July 24th, 2005
5:46 pm	ayearinaday.lovehopefear ...and you walked away. i screamed your name as you walked away, but you never heard my words. i watched you until you disappeared over the horizon and the sun set behind your back. even then i dreamt of you. i dreamt of passionate kisses, longing eyes. i dreamt of a fullness that i felt with you...and i was awakened by this emptiness that i feel now. as shadows converged, i began to search the night. looking/pushing/feeling for something to fill this void...and i found nothing but burning memories of you. still a light that shown so blindingly in the darkness. these memories that i live for eat away at me inside...and for a moment, i thought i heard your voice...i followed the sound back to our garden, you stood so beautifully among the roses, i held out my hand and you walked away. Current Mood: sickly Current Music: LHF
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